Starting over new

She says very bluntly: Lets start over, lets make things better than they were? Living abroad for so long now you see situations not so familiar - Familiar smells, sounds and sights rapidly begin to change. It sad-ens you and you begin to medicate. Contracts keep you grounded and unable to have the room to breath, the ability to go and do whatever it is you want to do. I dont expect most to understand - I'm 25, deployed and in a country where the tension is so thick i find myself taking deeper breaths and finding humility. I volunteered for this just solely for an education - These experiences shows me how bad it can get without it. 

Listless - Almost Time To Move On.

 - There is always a means to an end, there will always be a bigger picture. Cause and effect stands still, quietly waiting for my day out of this organization and back with civil liberties and whatever salvaged dignity.